My Immortal

There are events in life that make me think about my mortality. If I were to die tomorrow, would I look back and say, "There was nothing else that I could have done. My life was everything I wanted it to be." or would I look back with that horrible thing called regret?

But aside from my mortality, I also think about my friends and family. If they were to pass, would I look back and say, "They knew I loved them" or would I be left with regret over our relationship. Would thoughts haunt me that I never told them all that I wanted to or I didn't tell them that they were important to me? Would I have loose ends with them? Were we on good terms?

I have this thing where I hate to leave someone when I am mad and I hate it when someone leaves me while they are mad.If something were to happen I don't want a life of regret nor do I want that for my friends.

In my life I feel that so far, with what I have been given, I am doing the best that I can. I am still not completely satisified, but I am happy with what I have done thus far. Thinking back there are things I could regret and mull over, but those things are what made me who I am today. When I do make my final journey, I think that I will be able to look back and think, "My life was filled all that I wanted, not material things but love. I am happy with my decisions."

Life can change in an instant. One moment you are here and the next you aren't. Sometimes we take life for granted during all of our busy days. We also take those we love for granted sometimes. It is important to keep in mind how much they mean to you and to let them know too. We may be mortal, but our love can live on and be passed along.