h Crystal's Random Blog: 07.2004

Crystal's Random Blog

My blog is a mixture of all sorts of things. Mostly this is an outlet for my thoughts as random or as silly as they may be.

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

On The Road Again...

When you hate your job and the boss is a jerk to EVERYBODY what do you do? Why, you quit of course! And that's just what I did. Now I am starting a job search. Yippee.

As much as I hate searching for jobs, at this point anything would be better than having to feel worried about having a job the next day because of one man's temper tantrum...So wish me luck!

Why Is Job Hunting Like Sex? (www.toxicboss.com)
Here are 10 reasons why:

1.You may not feel like doing it, but you sometimes do it anyway.
2.You may have to do it at the most unexpected of times.
3.Creativity can lead to new positions in both.
4.You can enjoy the ride as well as the destination!
5.You can get someone really hot for you just by talking on the phone.
6.In the short term you can fake it, but in the long run you will suffer.
7.Sometimes you have to please yourself.
8.You get better results if you participate.
9.You put your best parts forward to get the offer.
10.You can always say no to an offer.

Friday, July 02, 2004

"What If God Was One Of Us...

...just trying to make his way home?"


Apparently he'd take up his cross and head for Chicago. Posted by Hello

Thursday, July 01, 2004

Memories Light The Corner Of My Mind....

"Memory is a selection of images... some elusive, others printed indelibly on the brain" ~ Eve's Bayou

Those who really know me know that my short term memory sucks. I even have been nicknamed as "Short Term" by my wife. I know that my mind has not reached maximum capacity...so why can't I remember anything that just happened?

Unlike some of my friends, I can't remember things by date (Laura). If I were a witness to a murder or robbery...it would be horrible. The robber/murderer would get away. I don't pay attention to my surroundings I guess.

My long term memory seems fine. I can remember smells, sounds, and feelings in my childhood. I can think back to camp and remember the smell of a damp forest, or to Daly City walking to school and hearing a specific song of the birds in the tree, or to a car ride full of tears because I was leaving everything I knew behind.

There are many things that I remember so vividly. I wish I could go back to those times and watch myself, not to change anything but I think I could learn a lot and see things I missed at the time.

What was I talking about? Oh yes, memory...

The brain amazes me. It will block out tramatic memories that you wouldn't be able to handle all at once such as a rape or car accident. But then again it will brings up those memories at random times (post tramatic stress) and keeps them coming...almost like the memory is harrassing you.

In my life I've had good and bad memories, as we all do, but I would not erase a single one...I've learned something from all of my experiences and strongly believe that everything happens for a reason...

But anyway...I am just rambling now...so I will end this here.