Jingle jingle jingle. No it's not sleigh bells ringing...That's all the money I have left in my pocket...Just change. Didn't Jesus want us to give up our possessions and follow him? Well, does repossession count as giving up possessions?? Just kidding. I didn't quite spend that much. I was close but I will still have all of my possessions by the end of the season....hopefully.
Most people who know me know this, but one of my biggest Christmas peeves is (other than shopping) the lack of Jesus in the whole thing. It is the celebration of His birthday after all. Yes, there are various nativity scenes and such but that's it. I drove myself crazy yesterday looking for a cross in the mall. I think in total there were 4. There is no way that I could count the number of Santas on one hand.
Now, don't get me wrong, I am not trying to say that we should wear a crown of thorns instead of Santa hats but this Santa thing is getting out of hand. A 10 year old boy was with me when I was listening to a Christmas song that said, "Mary's boy child, Jesus Christ, was born on Christmas day" and he said, "Really?" So I explained the 'Christ' in Christmas. I get worried that everything becomes about the presents. I know that this is something that won't change soon...so I'll move off of that rant.
Christmas, for me, is a joyful time. I love the music and atmosphere. I love to give and see the faces of those I've searched so hard to find the perfect gift for. I am grateful for my friends, family, and Janell. I am truly blessed this season to have so many people around me who love me.
In my childhood Christmas was a joyful time as well, we had a humble Christmas. At the time I didn't know that we were poor, so I was happy enough. There were never Christmas lists. We went to donation centers and picked out what we wanted from what was there. Although I didn't always get exactly what I would have wanted I was satisfied. Looking back, I am very grateful for those Christmas'. Without them I don't think I could ever truly appreciate all that I have the way I do now. Even though I didn't have the fanciest gifts, I always had loved ones around me and that was all I needed.
The holiday season for me has always been a celebratory time and continues to be thanks to all my friends, family, and loved ones. I love you all. Merry Christmas, Happy Belated Hanukkah and Happy Kwanza!